Hmmph

Right now in life, I need advice!
I want to ask my mama, but part of the reason I haven't is because I do not know what all to say.
And I kinda don't know where I am going right now. Where am I headed?? Is it good? Is it bad? Is it repetitive?

Also, I feel like I don't have that drive to be successful, yet I wanna be successful. It just seems like I don't know how to get there. Am I in the wrong place [school/city wise]? Am I not doing enough?

These are just some of my thoughts that's been running in my head lately. I hate to put my life or thoughts on here [I rarely do] but I guess I just needed to vent a little.
Anyway!
Hope your weekends are epic! Mine probably won't be since I have to work :-/
B.